cats - tori carrier
Here is a list of all my currently active public accounts on the Internet. Will be kept updated as things change.

Journals and Micro-blogging

Dreamwidth: [personal profile] owlmoose
My journal and my primary home base on the Internet. Personal posts, political posts, fandom posts, cross-posting of fic and other announcements. If it's important, it will end up here sooner or later.

LiveJournal: [livejournal.com profile] owlmoose
A mirror of my Dreamwidth. As of this writing, and for the foreseeable future, I cross-post all DW entries to LJ and allow comments in both places. If that ever changes, I will make ample announcement. I also use my LJ to participate in a few communities.

Twitter: [twitter.com profile] iamkj
Brief daily life tidbits and interesting links. This is where I'm most likely to share the kind of links I used to share via Google Reader.

Tumblr: [tumblr.com profile] lifeofkj
Mostly reblogs - fandom, politics, cute animals. Fandom stuff and daily life stuff that's too long for Twitter but too short or ephemeral for DW. Occasionally, I'll post short fic to Tumblr, but I don't care for it as a platform for long-form writing or discussion. Longer posts can be found on DW, longer fic on AO3.

Fanfiction

AO3: [archiveofourown.org profile] owlmoose
Fanfiction. This is my fanfic archive, complete starting in November 2009, and some older works are there as well. Some things will be posted to DW or Tumblr first, but AO3 will always be the place to find the definitive version.

FF.net: owlmoose
My older work, all Final Fantasy X/X-2. No longer updated with new stories as of December 2007.

Writings of an Owlmoose
My WordPress-based fanfiction archive, complete through December 2010.

Other

GoodReads: owlmoose
Updated sporadically. I intend to use it more regularly in 2012.

Pinboard: owlmoose
Links to cool and useful things. Mostly for my own saving purposes rather than sharing, but I'm always happy to add people to my network!

This list is current as of January 1, 2012. Subject to change as communities and my online participation shifts. Feel free to add or follow any of these accounts! I have a fairly free add-back policy. :)
da - alistair sword
Day Twenty-seven: Best part of the games

I've said it before, and I'll say it again: the characters. True of every single game and DLC. Bioware has done a marvelous job of creating a world and populating it with real people, from major players like Alistair and Morrigan and Anders and Varric to the villains and anti-villains, from significant NPCs and the quest givers who pop up in the most unexpected places to the random extras who lurk in the background. You get the sense that even the tiniest of bit players have a story, a reason that brought them to that time and place. Even the less well-rounded characters still have some purpose and/or interest to them. I have my quibbles, as I've mentioned on days when I've had to pick least favorites, but there is no one I would ditch entirely.

Complete list of questions
da - anders hand
Day Twenty-six: Crack OTP

I don't really have any unusual pairings in this fandom. As with any fandom, I'll read almost anything if it's well-written, and I'll write almost anything to a prompt, but I have yet to really look at an oddball pairing and say: "Yes, this. I 'ship this."

Probably the most offbeat pairing I've written is Lord Harrowmont/Aeducan, which as an unrequited longing thing I can actually kind of see. I've seen a couple of really adorable Dagna/Finn stories, but is that really crack? Not to my mind. Finally, I once saw Malcolm Hawke/Bryce Cousland come up in the random pairing generator, and I thought: "Huh." Might go back to that one, someday. But I wouldn't go so far as to say I 'ship it.

Complete list of questions

In other news, a confluence of factors came together and I'm taking tomorrow off. Random three day weekend, for the win! Some writing, some lazing, some food adventures with SE. Sounds good to me.
da - alistair
Day Twenty-five: Scene that made you cry.

It is really quite rare for a game to make me cry. Or a movie, or a book, or a TV show, or any other form of media. I could probably sit down and count the ones that have, if I tried, and usually it says as much about my state of mind at that particular moment as it does about the game/movie/book/etc. So it's no knock against Dragon Age when I say that the answer is that there isn't one. No scene in any of the games has moved me to literal tears.

That's not to say that there weren't moments that I found affecting or upsetting. A few that come to mind: Spoilers for DA:O and DA2 through Act Two. )

Complete list of questions
da - hawke squares
Because what I need is a new fic project. Yep, yep.

Title: Symphony in C
Fandom: Dragon Age 2
Rating: T so far; will likely go up
Wordcount: 749 (2/27 chapters)
Characters: Marissa Hawke, ensemble. Eventual f!Hawke/Fenris
Spoilers: Yes
Notes: It's kind of a long story.

Basically, for the last couple of weeks, many folks on Tumblr have been writing A-Z fics exploring a Dragon Age character. One fic for each letter of the alphabet, prompts chosen by the author. I had been wanting to participate but not inspired until chorus last night, when it occurred to me that I could combine this project with an idea I've long pondered: writing fic inspired by the language and notation of classical music. Before rehearsal was over, I'd already decided on a dozen words and a half-dozen plot ideas for Marissa Hawke, my aggressive mage PC; as soon as I got home, I sat down and wrote two of them, and thus was a story born.

On Tumblr / On AO3

And if you want to check the fabulous work other people are doing, there's a master post on Tumblr, linked above, and a collection on AO3.
da - flemeth
Missed a day, oops. I got home late from chorus last night and had to decide between writing and blogging; writing won, for reasons I will expand upon in my next post. Instead, I'll do two days in one today, since these are topics that go together at least a bit.

Day Twenty-Three: Scene you wish you could change the outcome of the most

In Origins: One particular outcome of the Landsmeet. )

In DA2: Best Served Cold (Act Three). )

Naturally, I was inspired to write ficbits "fixing" both of these scenarios, sort of: Duty and Gallows Coup.

Day Twenty-Four: Most shocking scene

Origins: Broodmother. I don't think I need to say anything more about that.

DA2: All That Remains (Act Two). )

Complete list of questions
da - flemeth
Day Twenty-two: Favorite NPC

I've talked about these questions asking for a favorite being difficult before, but seriously. Seriously. Thedas is populated with so many fascinating, well-realized NPCs that even starting to narrow it down is a problem. Duncan, Teagan Guerrin, Gorim, Dagna, First Enchanter Irving, Shianni, Anora. Flemeth. Cullen. Bodhan Feddic and Sandal. Seneschal Varel. Athenril, Thrask, Keeper Marethari, Seamus, the Arishok, Cassandra. Every time I look back up at this, I think of another name to add. And if I started listing bit players, this list could get even longer. I've said it before and I'll say it again: I love these games for the characters. All of the characters. One of the things I enjoy most about the world is how populated it feels, how real, and the breadth and depth of the NPCs is a huge part of that.

That said, I suppose I have to pick someone. And so I'm going to pick Flemeth. Because she is always so much more than she seems. Because she's an old lady who wields power and kicks ass and couldn't care less what you think of her while she's doing it. Because she might in fact be the puppetmaster pulling all the strings in Thedas right now, or maybe she just knows how to toss a bomb in the right place for maximum effect. Because it's clear that she's playing a really long game, and I want to know what her plan is. Because she's Captain Janeway. And because when we come to the end of all things, I suspect she might be the last woman standing, and I think I'm really okay with that.

Complete list of questions
da - aeducan
I've been contemplating doing this for awhile, and now it's done: "screenshots" (aka photographs taken from the television screen) of each of my three Grey Wardens. On my Tumblr, here. Also see above (or to the side, depending) for a shiny new icon of my dwarf lady. It makes me very happy.

I got the snap of Sereda today by replaying the opening of Awakening. I should do that once every few months just to get her back into my head -- watching her fight, hearing her battle shouts, relieving the reunion with King Alistair did so much for the story I've been stalled on.

Back later with my DA post for the day, where I take on the impossible task of choosing a favorite NPC. Because seriously, how am I supposed to do that?!
da - flemeth
Day Twenty-one: Favorite villain

There's really only one villain in the Dragon Age series, in the traditional sense of an overarching antagonist acting against the protagonist with intent, and that's Loghain Mac Tir. Some of the origin stories have their own villains who affect the main story (Howe, Bhelen, Vaughan, perhaps Bharat), as do some of the sidequests in both games, but overall Dragon Age does a really neat job of not providing us with clear-cut heroes and villains -- even the PC can avert the hero trope, depending on what choices you make, and I would argue that Dragon Age 2 doesn't have a classic antagonist at all.

I find Loghain pretty interesting and very well written, but he's not my answer to this question. Instead, I'll pick someone with an even more ambiguous position on the hero vs. villain scale: Meredith Stannard.

To date, I haven't played a templar-supporing Hawke, only a fence-sitter and a mage supporter, so I've only related to Meredith as an antagonist. One of the reasons I'm keen on doing a pro-templar run is to get more insight into her character. Knight-Commander Meredith fascinates me. Read more... )

Complete list of questions
da - flemeth
Day Twenty: Character you wouldn’t get along with

This is even harder than yesterday's question, for two reasons.

Firstly, one of the hallmarks of my own character is that I get along with almost everybody. I have made very few enemies in my time, and since adulthood have been able to be at least cordial with nearly everyone I meet, even the people I don't much care for. So it's hard for me to think of even one character that I would be totally unable to get along with, on some level.

On the other hand just because I love a character, find them fascinating, adore the part they play in the world and/or within Hawke's or the Warden's life, doesn't mean that I, personally, would like them if I met them. Looked at that way, I could make a case for half the party members in each game, not to mention most of the major NPCs -- I tend not to be fond of the zealots or the mischief-makers, and DA has more than its share of both. So how to narrow it down? Just as with Least Favorite Character, I think choosing an irredeemably evil character like Alrik or Rendon Howe would be cheating, and I probably shouldn't go back to the Velanna well again either. So instead, I'm going to pick Oghren.

Okay, you can all unfriend me now. ;)

As a character, and as a contributer to the ensemble, I like Oghren pretty well. And he's a lot of fun to watch from a distance -- hilarious and loyal, under the coarse, drunken exterior. But that's the problem: were I to know him in real life, I suspect I would have a hard time getting past that exterior. The hard-drinking, hard-living, sarcastic, crude almost to the point of harassment exterior. Even in the game it took me a little while to warm to him. So that's my answer, and I'm sticking to it.

Complete list of questions
da - avaline
Day Nineteen: Character who’d be your best friend

I thought a lot about this one, and eventually came up with Aveline. She was my Diplomatic Hawke's best friend, after all, and I find so much to admire in her: her emphasis on loyalty and integrity, the seriousness with which she takes her responsibilities, a commitment to working within the rules while still doing as much good as she can. I suspect we'd get along well.

Complete list of questions

In other news, I signed up for Ex Mode! This is a game fandom remix challenge that was a lot of fun last year. And this year I have a whole new fandom's worth of stuff to work with. Should be exciting.
da - hawke
Day Eighteen: Character you are most like

Diplomatic Hawke.

I can only speak to f!Hawke, since I have yet to play an m!Hawke game, although I gather the characters are basically the same. And it's fair to speculate that I might relate so strongly to a diplomatic Marian because she was the first Hawke I played, and most of us tend to have the PC make the decisions we ourselves would make the first time through. But picking the diplomatic options almost always came naturally. And unlike the Warden, Hawke is not a tabula rasa -- you can take her in different directions, nudge her along, but there is the basic core of a personality there. In contrast, when I played my aggressive!Hawke, she was so unlike me that sometimes I had a hard time relating to her -- although pulling on that persona was an awful lot of fun. So I do think it's a fair answer.

Many aspects of Hawke in her diplomatic persona resonate with me -- her desire to help friends and family and the downtrodden (refugees, slaves, mages), her commitment to compromise and working with others and looking for the solution that will make the most people happy. Trying to genuinely see the best in most people, even those with whom she disagrees. Seeing violence as a last resort rather than the obvious solution. And sometimes, or so it seemed to me, telling people what she thinks they want to hear rather than what she might actually believe. (Although that last one might be a little more projection than the rest...)

Complete list of questions
da - alistair sword
Day Seventeen: Favorite Origins story

So far, I have played complete games for three of the six (or seven, if you consider Amell and Surana to be distinct from one another) origins: Human Noble, Dwarf Noble, and (Elf) Mage. I've also played each origin as far as the arrival at Ostegar (most of them on one day, when I was home sick from work). I'd like to do a complete game for each origin eventually, but at this point, I have a clear favorite, and that's the Dwarf Noble.

Part of the reason I played all the origins through was to decide which one I wanted to select for my second complete game, and the Dwarf Noble was, for me, the obvious choice. I found the story it told to be the most compelling of the six: a tale of family and honor and betrayal, with implications and effects that ripple through the entire Orzammar quest line. I suspect that playing as either dwarf character gives that part of the game more resonance, but I found this to be especially true for my Aeducan.

It's true that my Aeducan is my favorite Warden, hands down, so this may color my reaction somewhat, but I also believe that part of the reason she's my favorite is because I find her backstory so compelling.

The question of which backstory to play next is a very open one in my mind right now. At the moment, I'm stalling by taking Alim Surana through Awakening (and then probably by playing FFXIII-2, which is out at the end of the month!), but eventually I will have to pick. Is it time to play my hell-on-wheels Warden who stomps all over Ferelden without much heed to the carnage s/he is leaving behind? (I suspect either the City Elf or Dalish origin would be the best match for that, although it might also be interesting to try with a Dwarf Commoner or m!Cousland.) Do I play Dalish because it's the most interesting to carry forward into DA2? (Which helps make up for its lack of connection to the Origins storyline -- this is the backstory I find least compelling to play in DA:O, for that reason.) Or do I play my Dwarf Commoner, to see the other side of the story in Orzammar? Decisions, decisions.

Complete list of questions
da - zevran
Title: Beginning of the End
Fandom: Dragon Age: Origins
Rating: Very mild T
Wordcount: 962
Characters: Zevran/Alim Surana
Spoilers: Through the return to Redcliffe after the Landsmeet. Secret Companion outcome.
Notes: This story has been nagging at me since I took Alim Surana to Redcliffe last week, so I figured I'd better set it down. A less polished version went up on Tumblr earlier today; I recommend reading this one instead. The emotional fallout of the Dark Ritual seems to be one of those things I can't stop poking at; like my "All That Remains" fics, this may be one of those bits of canon I revisit with each new situation.

Zevran hadn't realized just how much he'd been anticipating the opening of the door to his bedchamber in Redcliffe Castle until he heard it: the distant sound of the latch, a few quiet footsteps, and then the door was closed and locked, the deadbolt falling home with a soft click. )
B5 - londo oh dear
Yeah, so much for that.

There's a Valentine's Day exchange on Tumblr, the [community profile] dragonagewomen challenge, already working on a response for [community profile] ot3_promptfest ([personal profile] wallwalker couldn't have left better KJ-bait if she'd tried), the next round of the Porn Battle coming up at the beginning of next month, halfway through the 30 Days of Dragon Age meme, and though the response to my query about hosting a DA Kiss Battle was fairly small, those who did reply were enthusiastic enough that I'm still seriously considering doing that. Not to mention the Final Fantasy Kiss Battle, if that happens, and I hope it does because I would be all over that, and I imagine that new rounds of [community profile] ff_exchange and [community profile] newgameplus are on the horizon, and soon it'll be time to start thinking about [community profile] megaflare_ff again, and...

And of course I have two major WIPs still in the works, too.

So I have today off work, which means this should be a great time to get some serious time in on some of these projects, right? But instead I spent the morning poking around the Internet, and now I'm half-plotting to start Alim Surana's run through either Awakening or Witch Hunt -- Witch Hunt is more important for his character, I think, but I have this weird compulsion to do these things in order, unless I decide that he washed his hands of the Wardens and decided not to take the offer to serve as Warden-Commander. But he'd probably see that as shirking his responsibility, and there's something appealing about playing Awakening with a Warden who just does. not. want. to be there...

Obsessions are fun. But maybe I can get this one out of my system if I write the ficbit that's clawing at my brain. We'll see.
da - avaline
Day Sixteen: Your ultimate team from all games

In terms of fighting battles and mopping the floor with the opposition, I was pretty fond of my final party from my Sereda Aeducan DA:O game -- dual-wield stealth Assassin rogue Aeducan, Templar/Champion/tank Alistair, damage mage Morrigan, support mage Wynne. Our default party in my first time through DA2 -- dual-wield rogue Marian, archer Varric, damage-and-tank Aveline, and support mage Anders -- worked really well, too.

If you're asking with whom I most enjoyed running around Thedas, it has to be the ladies of Dragon Age 2: Isabela, Merrill, and Aveline. Because Isabela largely duplicated my Marian Hawke in terms of battle skills, I didn't get to pay with this team much the first time through, but they were a great, well-balanced group in Marissa Hawke's game, and so they saw a lot of action.

But my favorite thing to do, really, was to switch people in and out as much as possible, so I could hear all the banter and get all the interactions. Every team is different, every group has its own charms. So if you're asking for my favorite party, the answer is: all of them!

Complete list of questions
da - varric
(Arrrgh I had this all typed out and then it got eaten by a bad "select all" job and then that ended up being the autosaved draft and I just hate the Internet and my life right now. Well, here we go again.)

Day Fifteen: Your favorite "bro"

I'm not entirely certain what this question is going for, but I'm going to take it to mean "who is your favorite party member that you don't think of as a romantic character", in which case the answer can be no one other than Varric Tethras.

I didn't fall in love with Varric right away. Instead, it was a slow build, over the course of the first two acts. But by the time we got to his companion quest, it had fully cemented. Spoilers ) Varric is such an excellent friend. And not just to Hawke, but to everyone else in the party. Hawke may be the force that brought the team together, but I've come to believe that Varric is the glue that keeps them together: saving an open chair or bed at the Hanged Man, ready for a drink or a tale or a friendly game of cards, keeping an eye on everyone and an ear out for the intel they need, the one who's there when they need a hand or an ear. Varric is the eye of Hawke's storm, and I love him for that.

I can't resist honorable mention to Carver, not just for being my favorite literal "bro" in the Dragon Age series but for being one of my favorite brother characters of all time. Not that I don't also love Bethany, because I do -- the Hawke twins are two of my favorite characters in the entire series, and I hate that it's not possible to keep them both. But Carver has earned a special place in my heart, because I am the overachieving older sister with a little brother who sometimes felt lost in my shadow, and so everything about the f!Hawke-vs-Carver dynamic rings true to me. They snipe at each other, push each other's buttons like there's no tomorrow, and yet the basic love and respect they share shines through it all. I love it, and I wish we got more of it in the game.

Complete list of questions
da - nathanial
Day Fourteen: Character you wish was a romance option

Hands down: Nathaniel Howe.

I understand why they didn't want to further complicate Awakening, a short game that already had a lot packed into it, by adding another layer of complex character interaction options. But how compelling would that romance have been? The proud son of a disgraced noble house meets the person he blames for his family's fall; then he discovers the truth, and they begin to build common ground? Add to that an undeniable attraction, and, well. Sign me up!

My Aeducan really, really wanted the option to at least flirt with him, Alistair or no Alistair, but no dice.

Ah, well. I guess that's what fanfiction is for...

Complete list of questions
da - hawke squares
Day Thirteen: Mages or Templars?

So far, in both Origins and DA2, whenever forced to make a choice between mages and templars, my three Wardens and two Hawkes have ultimately supported the mages: both in the Circle Tower and in Kirkwall. I've mostly played characters who were either mages themselves or otherwise sympathetic to mages, and/or were opposed to what they saw as unnecessary killing. In general, the portrayal of the mages as an oppressed minority resonates with me more than the idea that they are dangerous and need to be contained, so that's the way my characters tend to lean as well.

My first Hawke, rogue Marian, was a little more moderate in her opinions than the others -- she believed in working with the templars she saw as reasonable, and wasn't always gung-ho about freedom for all mages. DA2 spoilers )

I do want to play a templar-supporting Hawke at some point, because I'm curious to see the story play out through that lens. But having successfully saved Ferelden's Circle three times, and knowing how simple it is to do so, it would be hard to bring myself to justify annulling it just for the sake of one quest outcome. Maybe someday, if I roll up a hell-on-wheels Warden, a character whose entire plan is to bulldoze their way through Ferelden, not much caring whom she or he hurts along the way. Part of me thinks that would be fun -- I had a blast playing an aggressive Hawke -- but given some of the choices an anti-hero Warden would have to make, I don't know that I could follow through.

Complete list of questions
da - alistair
Day Twelve: One True Pairing

The answer, of course, is Alistair/Warden, which I can't imagine comes as much of a surprise if you know me, or if you've been following along with this meme. This pairing hits all my buttons for so many reasons, whether it ends well or tragically -- maybe especially if it ends tragically. There is something very appealing to me about a "two of us against the world" romance, a Lovers in a Dangerous Time romance, a finding love among the ruins romance. As well, one of my favorite relationship tropes -- in either romance or friendship, and Alistair/Warden is both in my mind -- is separation and reunion, and depending on how their story plays out, this pairing can have either or both of those, in spades. It should not be any kind of surprise that The Prodigal was one of my first DA stories, or that Duty pretty much wrote itself not long after.

In a way, the most interesting thing to me about this question isn't how I answered it, but the fact that I have an answer at all. I very often have a favorite pairing in a story; I can get just as invested in 'ships as I do in individual characters. But rarely does my love for that pairing bring it to the level of an OTP. When I find a relationship that I become so invested in that I will describe it as an OTP, the chances of my writing fic about that pairing go up a hundredfold: Paine/Nooj, Ashe/Balthier, Marcus/Ivanova. When I wrote my big meta about what sources I become fannish about and why last year, I speculated that discovering an OTP is a big part of the reason, and that has certainly been the case with Dragon Age.

Complete list of questions

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